what more can I say........

Well, things got slightly better....or so I thought...went for a hip hop class last night...and well, it was something else, I see myself going back there for more classes. Work at NTUC Income is not too bad after all, where all of us(the temps) quite enjoyed ourselves working today on a saturday....Reason cause we were chatting most of the time as there weren't many calls. But just when I thought things are looking up, why am I still unhappy? Suddenly, I feel I don't wish to talk anymore...am very tired... There can only be one reason but no one suspects....There are still many things which I just can't comprehend. Do I have to blame it my own fate as what everyone else does? I don't believe in fate...think it's bullshit...things aren't preplanned...I believe I can change it...My life. I'm running it the way I want it to be...more or less...as many things are just not within one's control....you'll feel helpless, frustrated, upset....Sometimes, I really wish I could get what I give. Isn't it supposed to be unconditional? Yeah...but you know what it's like to love but not be loved. Sorry am just penning down what came to mind. So if you don't understand what the f**k am talking about, then forget it...