*sigh*

Went for ballet last night and I felt miserable...felt like am invisible and that all my efforts have come to naught! Is that it? 'Take a bow, thank you, you're not needed here anymore, your presence is insignificant'? Probably it's time for me to find greener pastures on the other side...and that my friends, I definately will...simply dancing is my passion...though am feeling terrible right now and no one will understand except my dance friends. They'll understand the mixed feelings of dilemma, misery and anger. Isn't dance supposed to be enjoyable? Why am I not enjoying? This is wrong! I shouldn't be feeling this way. It's supposed to keep my mind of other stuff but instead, it's adding to my misery....