A brief look on the past days

Had a splendid time on the eve of my birthday with 3 wonderful friends of mine whom without them, life would be in black and white, probably fuzzy too. ha ha ha... Enjoyed the yummy steamboat and just pigging out, following which we decided on a 'romantic' spot at the esplanade to indulge in black forest cake. We talked, crapped, laughed...why can't every moment of our lives be this carefree and idyllic?

Anyway...got awfully drunk at o bar the next day. Guess I just lost it. That is gonna be the first and last. Feeling was terrible, not that I felt any better when I was sober though. It wasn't because I wasn't having a good time but...oh well.. Really grateful to my classmates who literally had to physically carry me home. Damned...what was I thinking? To get drunk, it wasn't my intention, I hated it, it wasn't me, sorry...(apology to myself).

*Taken at dbl O*

Sigh! My girlfriend has guy problems. It is ever anything else? What's up with the Emotions...Love...Pride...Envy? Give us a break will ya?! I feel sad for her...cos maybe I truly understand what she's going through....but then again, when it comes to matters of the heart, on one else can help but you yourself. No amount of consoling or advice will ever fix a broken heart. It's a puzzle that cannot be solved. You may say that I'm the faithful sort-when I am deeply attracted to someone, it will be for a long time. So you may also say that I can't get over feelings easily and it'll be a long time before I heal. Unfortunately, my friend is just like me.