A brief look on the past days

Had a splendid time on the eve of my birthday with 3 wonderful friends of mine whom without them, life would be in black and white, probably fuzzy too. ha ha ha... Enjoyed the yummy steamboat and just pigging out, following which we decided on a 'romantic' spot at the esplanade to indulge in black forest cake. We talked, crapped, laughed...why can't every moment of our lives be this carefree and idyllic?

Anyway...got awfully drunk at o bar the next day. Guess I just lost it. That is gonna be the first and last. Feeling was terrible, not that I felt any better when I was sober though. It wasn't because I wasn't having a good time but...oh well.. Really grateful to my classmates who literally had to physically carry me home. Damned...what was I thinking? To get drunk, it wasn't my intention, I hated it, it wasn't me, sorry...(apology to myself).

*Taken at dbl O*

Sigh! My girlfriend has guy problems. It is ever anything else? What's up with the Emotions...Love...Pride...Envy? Give us a break will ya?! I feel sad for her...cos maybe I truly understand what she's going through....but then again, when it comes to matters of the heart, on one else can help but you yourself. No amount of consoling or advice will ever fix a broken heart. It's a puzzle that cannot be solved. You may say that I'm the faithful sort-when I am deeply attracted to someone, it will be for a long time. So you may also say that I can't get over feelings easily and it'll be a long time before I heal. Unfortunately, my friend is just like me.

Busy as a bee...

For the past two weeks, I've been buzzing around like a bee...busy with school assignments and tests. So much so that I have been missing dance prac. rather frequently. Think I am going to get 'condemned' by my dance instructor. She has already been announcing that class is compulsory on this day and that day. I have planned out my study schedule and oh my lord...I realised there's a lot to study and I wonder if I'd be able to finish what I intend to do...Oh well, enough time or not, and may time be on my side, I will be burrowing myself in books and mug, mug, mug, cutting myself from the world...and soon you'll see a geek and not the slacker that my friends say that I am. Am gonna prove them wrong! Am no slacker but a diligent worker once I've set my goals straight. I can imagine my friends with either with a doubtful look or sniggering. We'll see bout that.