Show me the meaning

The more I live, the more I feel it's rather meaningless. Well, some people said I'm not the only one who hates their job, their life...but why is it that it seems we can't change things or make things happen to be in our favour? The feeling of helplessness is frustrating. I feel that I'm in the mercy of others. Damn...I'm losing control of my life. I can't seem to steer in the right direction. I always end up facing a road block or a crossroad or worse, dead end.

And people are ever so mean. Take that crazy, old bitch that unfortunately I have to work with for example. She's the most annoying, unreasonable and rude person I ever met. Actually, she's the second person. I feel like I'm trying to please an evil queen. The only difference is that this is no fairytale. This is reality. What's up with these people? They need a head check. REally.
To hell with all of them sadistic maniacs.